Lack of Sleeping

This few days, is really a tired and non sleeping days. At first worry about the car that i drove, but that already settle. Second, i worry about you, piggy. I really do. If you are seeing this post, i want to let u know that i will always be there for you, so stay tough. Cant sleep well this 2 days because of you. Worry, worry and still worrying. Thirdly, Frances Ling, heard most news from bee kiet d. Don't just asking whether i let go d or not, firstly ask yourself whether you let go d o not. If u you ask me, i will tell you that i let go d, u? Life full with unexpectable and mysteries. I really hope that the friend around me will full with happiness,although we cant be happy all the time but when that time arrive, that's what friends for. Do take care, everyone.

Bad Days

Stupid me. Today, i m suppose to go and fetch some friends at the airport at 10am something. So, i rent a car starting from 10am. When i reach the car park, i saw the side door of the car was damaged. Stupid me, i should report it to the owner but i didnt as i though the car is suppose to be like that as this is my first time i rent the car from that owner. When i fetch my friend at the airport, my friend still ask me why the door cant open fluently, and i answer her that it is suppose to be like that. Stupid silly me. I am kinda shock when my friend call me on the phone this evening asking me whether i involved in an accident or not as the car was damaged. Now thinking about it, quite worry lo! But based on theory, if i m involved in an accident, it is impposible that i can reach the airport within 15minutes. If it is in the journey back to school, i got 4 other witnesses plus i can managed to come back school before 11am. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh! Bad mood ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cant Deny That I m OLD.

Lately, i found that i m really getting old d. Physically nor mentally. Physically, i m having body part ijured such as knee, hand, chest. Mentally, HAHA. No need to mention as i believe most of the person that know me knew the reason i m getting old mentally. Haha! Lately, i really dont know the meaning of "love" and "marriage". Is "love" really exist after "marriage" or only bond together between two person before marriage and after marriage, is so called "bye bye" to love. I get a phone call from my dad today and i m asking my uncle and my aunt case. The situation is getting serious as time pass. I m really thankful that i m not at kuching right now as if the "World War 3" happen, i dont know what can i do and what should i do in order to save my life. Haha! Just hope that the case will settle down when i return or else it will be a another battlefield. It doesnt feel likfe home anymore as full with "boom" "and "landmine." Thats all for today, see you all next time.

My Knee Is Crying With Pain.

Still thinking of my leg is recover d. Who knows? Still crying with PAIN. I have my leg test with having basketball just now and huh!!!! Does still pain. Haha! Guess i will scold by quite a number of people for having my leg do serious heavy exercise. Hehe! Sorry for didnt post blogs this few days due to do assignment at Kota Kinabalu. The assignment is quite challenging, and this was my first time of doing the research with company. Haha! Although the cover page mention it is a 15 minutes Q&A paper, but me and my group member took an hour with the so called "15 min" Q&A. Haha! Not bad for rookies. Me and my group member were having a night at a friend's house. His family is very totally good to us, thanks to his father, we manage to get the interview at teh first place. At here, i would like to say a billion of thanks to him and his family. The express me and my friend took is totally sucks, slow and the weather was stormy out there, it almost took 3 and a half hours to arrive at labuan. Haiz. Feel quite sick back there. Haha! thats all for this few days.

A Painfull Day

Today i went to have my leg fixed dur to the injuries i had since last semester. Huh, it sure to be painfull. Haha! That old man also a "hakka" like me, he was shock to see me again. Haha! He has been asking why my leg still pain as i just hae my leg fixed last month and now still pain at the same spot. He asked me whether i got do some hard exercise or not, and what do u noe? I lied that i didnt but the facts is i do hard exercise on myself as last time when i went for my leg fixed, i had basketball competition the following few days. Haha! How am i suppose to speak the truth? Haha! Oh, do forgive me for lying. Haha! Nothing much today, but i will be going to Kota Kinabalu with a friend of mine for interviewing a company back at KK, hope everything will be going according to plan. Lastly, i wish to say "Happy Birthday" to our friend, Linda Tan. May all the best to you in life.

A rushing afternoon.

Yesterday, i was shocked when i get a call from my group leader saying that our group might having big trouble with the assignment as my group didnt submit member list to the lecturer. It is neccesary to submit it in order to have the sourvenir of our university for appreciation to the company that we interview to have our assignment done. I was nervous when i get the news, so me and 2 of the members went to the office by hope that the lecturer will do us a flavor and let us have the name list submit in last minute. Too bad the lecturer was in the meeting back then. 3 of us have to stay back at he office waiting for him to come back. The office is very totally hot and there's was no air conditional but still we managed to get it after a long whole afternoon of waiting. Huh, luckily the lecturer is a kind lecturer. Haha! Anyway, the 1st step of my assignment has being made. Good luck to all my friend in their assignment.

Crazy Nite

Last night, me and a bunch of friends of mine are celebrating 2 pretty girls birthday at Fisherman back in Labuan. Although some of the friends can't make it to the crazy party of this, but we still had lots of fun or had the crazy stuff done. Haha! This is the 1st crazy party i attent due to the rebirth of the "me". Haha! I like to say that although we still have 5 members of our "gang" short for the party, well, there will always be another chance of crazy. Guess whose birthday is approaching? Haha! Let the answer be in our heart and have a element of suprise. Haha! Woke up in the early of the morning, you there must be thinking me as insane as my class is at 10.30am but woke up at 7am. I just have a weird dream and this weird dream of mine feel so real. i dreamed that 1 member of our gang is leaving the studies as we still only got a year to go. No matter how hard i try to persuade her, still she wanna let go of it. How sad? Haha! Anyway, it just a dream. Haha! Wish my frieds are healthy as a horse as nowadays, new diseases are keep on appearing. H1N1 plus this haze, do take care and have lots of water.

The 2nd Day Of My Brand New Life

HI! Everyone, although not much ppl will drop by. Haha! I feel like changing d as i let go n move forward. I feel more "me", no need to hide myself in the shadow, all what is left just "me". Although not much different with the past, but this "me" is looking forward rather than move backward. I realize this world will be a better place if i can let go of myself rather than let go of her. Maybe i'm stubborn with what i believe in, "love is only single tense." I misuderstanding this term whereby i though love is something we have on a person in our whole life, but now i realize that love is something we have on a person one at a time, not whole the life time. One's can love many person in his/her life, rather than just a person. Trust me, you will end up in a dead end or what we said, a clift. Now, i have a lots of friend by my side, families although we are seperate in distance but we are near in our heart, those are special person in my life. I seek happiness now more than just sit on there and wish for happiness. We may wish for happiness but happiness wouln't come on its own, hapiness is something we seek by creating. Let us cherish the moment we been together.

A Brand New ME.

All this years of holding, make me feel like giving me an excuse of stopping and refuse to move forward. Even though all my friends are telling me to let go of it, me myself won't let go. What m i afraid of? Afaid of changes i guess, i scare that i won't be me anymore if i change. Afraid of the future of my life if i change. Guess this is the end of my fear. At here, i do like to thank to my friends, they never give up on advicing me nor give up on me. Although they some said that they do give up on me, but deep inside their heart they still care about me. It is now or never. I will be a brand new "William" with a brand new world waiting for me to explode. I m totally new. Haha!